Recently don't understand why mommy frequently has the Monday Blue feeling. Whenever comes to Sunday night, mommy feels so hard to leave Eeanne to work on the next morning, 2 off days seems like never been enough to spend time with Eeanne.
The attachment feeling grow substantially stronger recently, of course consciously mommy realises this is unhealthy.
Too many worries, dilemmas, future plannings, fears etc, undescribable confuse feelings that clouded mommy's mind, but mommy is still aware and 100% be present whenever with Eeanne.
Eeanne's laughter, chicky facial expression, adult gesture pretendence, her own self-talk conversation and many many more tiny little simple actions really sweetened mommy's heart way down to the bottom. By just looking on all her actions is sufficient for mommy to spend the day without doing anything. Her energised charism will sometimes vividly bring back the childhood memories of mommy's, and makes mommy sometimes suddenly miss the bonding mommy have with bo bo, the feelings is so difficult to be described by words. And sometimes makes mommy so eagerly wanted to tell bo bo how much I love her....
Will Eeanne experience the same bonding feelings towards mommy when she grows up?
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2 comments:
I couldn't agree more, the more we get closer to our child, the harder for us to let go... that's why I decided to quit my job for my kids.:)
Don't worry, girls are knwon to be really clese to their parents!;)
Have a beautiful Monday!
Thanks Alice...
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