Heart Broken.....

All this while mummy always think everything for Eeanne is trainable at her age, yet now today only mummy and daddy realise that not everything is under our control especiallly Eeanne's emotion......

Eeanne is still not getting well from her fever, cold and wet cough since the last 10 days, her mood is really swinging the whole day. Eeanne gets agitated easily during this one week.

That day was the first time Eeanne throwing her temper to mummy, while mummy was trying to comfort Eeanne, to soothe her from her crying, suddenly Eeanne raised her hand and slapped on mummy by saying "beat mummy"!!!

Mummy get stunned for a while, sad and angry, and really don't know how to react. Eeanne doesn't seems to look guilty on her action, she just kept crying stubbornly.

Suddenly mummy really felt heart broken.....the worry of Eeanne being rebellious storm into mummy's mind. Mummy really wish that this can be put under control and never happen again, but for the next few days, Eeanne was acting the same, easily get agitated and saying the word "beat mummy, beat daddy"...

Oh...no....What can we do now???

Today, daddy and mummy decided to bring Eeanne to Sunday Dhamma school more often, hopefully by this way able to soothe her temper.

Deep inside mummy's heart, mummy keeps telling herself that Eeanne only acted out of her illness of being not feeling well(which is not her usual self that are cheerful and obedient). Unconciously mummy has forgiven and taken in whatever Eeanne had done....I believe that is what all the great mothers out there are doing too.............